Finding that balance between liking people and hating people has become a fine line to walk for me... Where do these people come from? Out of a test tube...brought up by wolves? I generally can deal with people for the short term and some long term without major breaks...but I am willing to crawl in a deep hole with a few books and not come out for a while. This is how backwards everything is. Loving and hating, drama that I am involved in, but not a part of... sigh...and wow. When can it just be simple and straight forward? Being sweet gets me about as far as being a bitch. Damn. I would rather be sweet. That isn't going to work for this situation. ICK. Bitch face needs practice...sad face for that.
On the brighter side of things...I have never enjoyed a hour of my time alone as I did today. I sat outside at a great little place, with my favorite book of all time, had a titillating drink, and a piece of salmon that melted in my mouth. Listening to a busy city around me, I was just content in that very moment. Small moments go a very long way.
Down the rabbit hole I go...
Good for you. I find it difficult to enjoy my own company like that sometimes. Makes me either a busybody or asleep, for the most part!
ReplyDelete1) Good company can be like being alone.
ReplyDelete2) Being alone is best when it's like good company though. Small moments.